Days like these get me nostalgic. I don’t know if it’s the weather or other outside forces, but it makes me think of autumn 2 years ago. I remember it vividly and, as happy and marvelous as my life is now, I can’t help but miss certain feelings.
I love autumn. It’s my absolute favourite season. 2 years ago I was single and had nary a care in the world. As far as I could tell, my life was going at a steady pace. The weekends were my roving grounds as weekdays I spent working at the radio station. Every Friday after work I would put on my “dirty jacket” as Phalkon would so lovingly call it, and breathe in the crisp air, so faintly smelling of decay. All I needed for those nights were my jacket, my boots, and my cigarettes. I’d jump into my car and begin listening to either CTFPA or Cake in order to set the perfect mood.
Right now though, it’s too goddamn hot to wear my jacket and the leaves have yet to brown. I have been listening to a lot of Cake recently though, if that counts for anything. At this present moment I’m listening to Godspeed.
I apologize if this post was a little on the dull side. I just need to get that reminiscent feeling off my chest. It feels good.
