An ambitious, ne’er to be completed project.
( 1 )
A lead arrow has been pierced through you heart
Absolution is what I wish to see
A fence has been built which keeps us apart
Are you blinded as to the remedy
A choice to bring us back eternally
And to unite once again within arms
Are all that is needed. So honestly
Are simple these things to keep us from harm
A bright sun shines down to keep us both warm
All that is needed is your plain request
And a beckoning to come to your arms
Any like notion will bring my heart rest
After all, is your heart not so grieved
As to allow my poor soul it’s reprieve?
( 2 )
By the grace of fate, I pray for release
But destiny seems to look down on me
Borrow or trade? May I fill out a lease?
Buy my soul, Fate, for just one chance to see
Beauty and grace that will set my heart free
Beknownst only as my lover before
Break from me these chains for I long to be
Beside my love for now and evermore
“Beloved” is all that I call out for
Bound so I am to the tenets of love
Be gracious and leave me with my amour
Benevolence, please be shown from above
Begging, I am, to be shown some mercy
By not your love will you show me pity?
( 3 )
Could now I maybe feel the soothing balm
Carefully applied with your gentle hands
Caress my wounded face inside your palm
Carry me once again in your command
Could never more this kind of thing be planned
Crushed I’ve become by cruel twists of fate
Cacophonies of sound around me pan
Crying out with me because of this state
Cease my sorrow and let’s new love create
Crimes against gentle Eros have been made
Call off this senseless war: his wrath to sate
Come back into my arms and sheath your blade
Cause and effect seem to have no place here
Could this folly exist due just to fear?
( 4 )
Don’t hesitate to call me once again
Do know that I sit motionless in place
Dreaming to receive the love of my friend
Dying to once again feel your embrace
Does hell exist for I who sings your praise?
Dichotomies course through my wracking brain
Does this prove just to be a passing phase?
Directly causing my heart’s constant pain?
Do you think that there’s anything to gain?
Death seems like the only source of healing
Dirges on my behalf are sung in vain
Dealt I was the blow that caused such feeling
Does not a hint of mercy dare exist?
Does this fell torture really need persist?
( 5 )
Every song I hear reminds me of you
Even if it’s ever only Reznor
Enough of any song brings pain anew
Each syllable leads my wounds to fester
Entombed am I within alabaster
Every step is a prayer on bended knee
Each breath I take I use just to bless her
Encapsulated: only her and me
Engraved upon my heart for all to see
Exists the image of my lover’s name
Ensnared I am, I wish to not break free
Either trapped or with a life worse than Cain’s
Eternally I am within her clutch
Evermore I may feel her loving touch
( 6 )
Forget the times I’ve ever let you down
Full for joy I’ll make you when I’ve returned
For the times I have ever made you frown
Forsake all the similar thoughts concerned
From the depths of the heart that for you burns
Four thousand fold joys I will bring to you
For I’ll wait ’til the world has stopped it’s turns
Fight to the death just to stand beside you
Finally then, I’ll have something to prove
Feast I on emptiness until that day
Fastidious I stand ’til your heart moves
From the distance that has come in the way
Forget not the bonds that held us so tight
Forever in place without losing sight
( 7 )
Give your heart into my care once again
Grace me with your everlasting presence
Grant me that and for ever I’ll be fain
Give me eke your truthful reassurance
Gratitude and never ceasing patience
Go hand in hand with passion as with love
Graciousness abounds in my persistence
Great virtues granted us though from above
Golden tresses for you my heart it wove
Glad with the love you gave to stoke it’s fire
Greater still that Prometheus’ stove
Goodly fuel harnessed from melting desire
Give me then your heart; fulfill my request
Give me your depthless love or give me death
( 8 )
Have all my virtues been exhausted?
Has Providence neglected it’s own son?
Hell’s minions have my own love accosted
Hurry back unto me my blessed one
Her love can be compared to not a one
Harmony must once again be restored
Her truth and beauty meets the likes of none
Home, it is gone when she my love ignored
Happiness I hope to again be poured
Harps will resound when she again is mine
Her doubts and fears will once again be floored
How I wish for the Fates to hasten time
However things will go, I’ll always be
Her happiness when she is next to me
( 9 )
I wait in vain for your telephone call
I’m hoping that you’ll ask me to come home
I would come if it meant I had to crawl
If it just meant I wouldn’t be alone
I’m shaking with anxiousness to the bone
Is it so much to ask to be with you?
In this world I seek no other one
I just long for what once was to be new
Irresponsible for all that I do
It is still no excuse for all my sins
I’m still waiting for your voice to come through
I know it alone will calm what’s within
I beg for you you to end this tragedy
It alone can bring our lives harmony
( 10 )
Jenna, my darling, please forget me not
Justice demands I have another chance
Judiciously, will you please turn the clock?
Just for once moment will you take my stance
Jeeringly, eyes accost my every glance
Jamming all my advances and their cause
Jumping so as to put me in a trance
Judging me at my greatest time of loss
Just for a moment, take a little pause
Juxtapose your position with my own
Just how would your soul deal with what you lost?
Jerking at the marrow of every bone
Jackboots on my spine create the pressure
Juxtaposing pain with bitter pleasure
